Snow!

So I have realized something-actually no, come to terms with it-I am a complete baby when I am sick. I am fine being on my own, don't get me wrong-it's actually very liberating and I know I will be scared out of my mind when I move in with a partner or one moves in with me, because I have quirks and everything has to be a certain way-much like my mother. But when I am sick, it is a completely different story. I hate being alone and I want someone with me or taking care of me. Because I don't get sick often, I am also very poorly equipped to be sick-because I don't have all the meds I need and I don't want to go outside and drive to get them. I have so much work to do and so many things going on, and my REHEARSALS start tonight, which I wanted to be ready and 100 percent in shape for ( I have been stretching and doing barre exercises every day) and here I am, feeling like a zombie and not focused. So crazy frustrating.

On the plus side, it is snowing again and it looks beautiful outside. Everyone is complaining that they want Spring to come-and while that would be nice, I find it easier to relish in what we have. I am also thinking about the timespan b/w January and April last year-where it rained every single day and was terrible/ ugly-and I am anticipating that again, so I try not to get too bummed that we have 6 weeks left...because it is more like 9 weeks. I just remember my pants being soaked on the way to and from class for what felt like 3 months. How's that for glass half-full in a weird, twisted way?

xoxo